2007... A change is gonna come..

That title, i kinda borrowed it from a tv series i watched before.. but that's not what i'm here to talk about..

My 2007, what happened to my life this previous year.. well i can say its not all gold.. there's still dust and dirt that i should include here.. I can say, that 2007 is not the best of my years but it sure is one to put in the books..

Let's start with the sad moments, lonely, a bit frustrating, depressing, something things that didn't work out..

1. I decided to go live in the US, wow a dream come true, but the people who i built my dream with are left behind, my friends, my family.

2. I ended a past relationship, i confess, i did wrong, i've broken someone's heart.. difficult but has to be.. it just wasn't meant to be i guess.

3. College is over, wow I graduated, yeah great, downside is, well a chapter has ended, next is what? no more school, less hanging out with friends, reduced allowance? wtf! yeah all of that.

4. I've been reviewing for the past several months now, i hope i'd get to past the Nclex or else i'm taking my own life.. It's a great feeling to graduate, but the feeling that you now must work for yourself is kinda sad, coz i'm one lazy boy..

5. Health wise, i now have some kind of allergy of some sort, is it the weather? is it my new lifestyle? or is it america? or maybe i'm homesick?

6. My social life aka friends, peers, are down to an all time low.

7. I left my dad back in the phils, its really hard, but now i must work coz i owe him who i am..

Whew i never thought i'd end that list.

NoW DOnt Hold BACK, for the good results of 2007

1. No more heavy loads in my chest aka heart, i've taken too much in 2006, 2007 has been a breath of fresh air.

2. I was living in Phili, not philly, right now i live in LA, woohoo! Hey im just getting warmed up.

3. The future is bright, although i still can't imagine myself working, but just the thought of earning like 10 times what someone earns in the Phils, is really inviting.

4. I got separated from my friends and family in the Phils, but now i rejoined and live with my mother, whom i haven't been able to spend much time when i was young.

5. New Friends!! thank you so much for being my friends, although we haven't spent that much time, just the few hours i spent with you gave me enough reason to stay in America and strive to live.

6. Well, from rags to riches they say, i'm living the American Dream, still i dunno what it really means.. haha forget this one..

7. I changed my look, from clean to dirty! naaahh! just kiddin, well, no haircut for months, you know what i mean.

8. Finally this year, i got to really know what friendster is, never thought i'd be doing this s**t!..

We'll there you go, its been a fun year and all, thank God i'm a survivor, always been, always will..

:P